Finding the Light Chapter 19.5

Finding the Light Chapter 19 part 2

This Is All My Fault!

>>>Drew's POV<<<

   I drove my car to the hospital as fast could. On the way there, I called Kris to let him know what happen to Adam. Kris said he would meet me down there, and I'm glad he will. All I could think about is my hatred toward Lucifer and his gang for doing such horrible things to him, and hoping Adam is okay and not as badly harmed as he said. Oh god please, please! I'm asking, begging you, to please let him be okay...
   Soon, I arrive at the hospital, and parked my car near the entrance. I then ran inside to the front desk lady and asked which room Adam was in. She told me the room number that was on the 3rd floor. I rushed over to the closes elevator I could find, clicked on floor 3, and waited. All my thoughts just colliding together in my head. Is Adam okay? How badly is he hurt? Is he going to survive? Will he be able to leave the hospital soon? How badly did Lucifer and his gang hurt him? And what can I do to kill the bastard for hurting MY ADAM?!?!
   The sound of the elevator stopping catches my attention as the door open and I run looking for his room. When I arrived, I looked inside to see Adam was asleep and getting better. I saw that he was alive still. Adam is alive! I was so happy to see him. even in the condition. I missed him so much. I wanted to hug him as tightly as I could and never let go. Tell him as much I love him. I was so happy, I was probably smiling like an idiot.
  As I reached for the door handle, my hand stopped. Then I remembered, ....he is not my Adam anymore... I can't tell him I love him because he is not mine... we broke up... and this happen to him because of me. This was all my fault. I stepped away from the door and backed into the wall behind me, sliding down to the floor and crying. This is all my fault! This is all my fault! If I just would've listen to him, If I just would've forgave him for his mistakes and never accused him of anything, this never would have happen! This is all my fault!
   Adam never would have turned into a dark, scary bad-boy, and Lucifer never would have tried to go near him if I just forgave Adam for what happen yesterday. This is all my fault! That was the only thing going through my head. I can't face Adam after what I just did to him. I'm the reason he is in the hospital! I'm the reason why he became the way he is! I'm the reason Lucifer when after him! THIS IS ALL MY FAUL!
   I sat there for an hour trying to keep myself calm. My eyes almost looked like a blood shot red color and anyone could clearly tell I've been crying. Kris soon arrived and came over to me. "What happen?! Is Adam okay?!" Kris asked sounding scared and worried. he was panicking a little as well
   "He's in there" I said pointing to his door. Kris looked like he wanted to cry when he saw the condition Adam was in.
   "Adam... what happen to you?" Kris said
   "Lucifer happened" I said. "I'll tell you everything later. Right now, Adam wants to see you"
   Kris looks at me a little shocked "really? He wants to see me?"
   "Yeah... He should be waking up soon. You should go in there now and make sure he is okay" I told him. Kris looked at me as if not believing in everything I am saying. He was about to say something but decided on not to. It probably be best if he didn't.
   He turned around, turned the door knob and walked into Adams room, closing the door behind him. I watched him through the window, making sure Adam saw him and that he was okay. Adam looked at Kris, surprise to see him there. They soon begin talking, and Adam was smiling. He was glad to see Kris, and even allowed Kris to hug him. He must forgave him for what happen. The two continued talking and from it looked liked to me, laughing a little to. Though it must hurt for Adam to laugh. The two looked happy. And if Adam was happy, then so was I.
   I soon left the hospital before they could notice me again, got in my car, and drove back home.



........ To Be Continued ........